Husband cheated with my bestie &had a child. I slapped them & ruined their lives.#230720ztB2

If I hadn't come, how would I have discovered that my husband, who's been dead for 5 years, miraculously came back to life? And got together with my best friend. You even had a child. What? You jinx. If you hadn't lost control and recklessly run into the fire, my son wouldn't have died. Nan, the report says Ahoy had already made it to a safe zone. He turned back to save you. That's why he died. No. How could this be? You lunatic. You killed my son. How dare you still show your face? You're the one who should be dead. It was you. After I lost the baby, I was swallowed by an even greater guilt. Hopeless. I just wanted to die. Look, that's her. The one who charged and got her own husband killed. I heard she's tried to kill herself five times already. Poison, slitting her wrists, even jumping into a river. Serves her right. Now she wants to die. Where Where was that attitude before? No one asked why I ran into the fire, and I had no strength left to explain. Sai's death was like a boulder, crushing me, leaving me gasping for air. I thought this was the punishment I deserved. Nanian, I've always felt there was something off about that fire. Songwise death might not be your fault. Nanian, if you'll let me, let me take care of you. Call me if you need anything anytime. I understand how you feel, but you know, I don't have much time left. I'll listen to you. Let go of my obsessions and live out this last month. Well, leukemia is painful. Chemotherapy makes you lose your hair.