Charis lives with Borderline: "Like a demon inside me." I 37 Degrees

So, there was a point in my life where I was so emotionally extreme that I really thought I just couldn't take it anymore. I remember sitting on the sofa at my parents' house one evening and telling my mom, if I have to go to work tomorrow, I'm going out now and running in front of a car and getting hit, so you finally see how bad things are for me, that I have a broken leg or something, because my words aren't enough to make you understand how bad things are for me. [Music] My name is Charis. I am 30 years old and I have Borderline Personality Disorder, which repeatedly takes up a large part of my life. For me, Borderline is something I have, but actually don't want to have at all. It's something that greatly influences my life.